life as it is.=)

it's really an unfortunate thing, if you sort of have everything this world could offer, but you cant share them with the ones you love. Materialistic, in a way helps us to strive and achieve a better life. but at the corner, there stood several misfortunes. misfortunes as in you lose people around you, you became hypocrite, people tends to misjudge you, etc.

i love relationships. it gets you connected. err, not that boyfie, girlfie relationship, just general meaning of relationship. between you n your mummy n daddy, your friends, that aunt from the groceries store, with that uncle the bus driver, with kitties and etc.

it marvels me a lot that how my first impression of people is somewhat sooooooooo foolish and idiot. i once hated this girl, for she looks so snobbish, showy, and she has this hey-i'm-the-best-know-it-all look on her face. and you guess what? we are now GOOD friends, and i cant find anyone so charming as she is~! i dont think i could find anyone who NEVER pretends, and she speaks her mind out no matter with whom she is . a trait i salute. no wonder she looks so snobbish! hahahhah~

not like a few people i knew who plays roles of few characters. a minute they could be angel, and a lil minute later, they could turn into a devil. and they wouldnt think twice to use you to get what they want. even putting you to a shame.

but i believe in karma, you'll be served one day. in other forms.

i noticed a few girl-boy relationships a few days back.. not that lovey dovey ones, it's more like besties kind. my impression? i got two theories:

a) either one of them do love the other half as in real love, but the other half dont expect anything like that. so he/she just settle with close but not intimate kind. (like gordon(eh, is it right??) and lizzie in lizzie mcguire.)

b) they dont have anyone to turn to. they cant settle and talk to their same sex friends, so they got team up and be gud friends.


as for me, i fall into the second theory. hehehehe.. i dont know why and how i got a boy as a besties. i know i can be honest to him, to tell whatever that comes into my mind. to receive and give critics. to accept our flaws and be supportive to each other. keepin secrets, and do some stupid jokes on each other, be there when i needed him.
THANK YOU mr REEFER~! hehehe..




erk, dat's all.